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7/29/2008 8:19:39 AM
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mercenary
Posts 8
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All my life, I felt no one really understands me or no one cares enough to try to understand me. My parents are away all the time. They don't even know what's happening to me lately. They just send me money each week for my expenses, but we never get to talk. They don't care how I spend my money. They don't care if I ever go to school or not. I don't have brothers or sisters. I also don't have friends. People in my school seem to be so against my kind. They always give me the look that tells me to back off. They don't get my music or my style. They don't understand that this is not something I chose. This is me born this way.
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8/2/2008 12:28:23 AM
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freakofnature
Posts 6
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Face it, man. Life is just like that. It's all not sunshine and daisies.
But I think you're more fortunate than me. At least you know what keeps you down and gloomy. As for me, I'm still very much at a loss in terms of knowing who I am and what makes me depressed. I think knowing why you are depressed is much better than not knowing the reason at all.
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8/2/2008 12:32:17 AM
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moderator
Posts 105
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Good points freak.
Yeah... life is MUCH more difficult when you don't know exactly what it is that makes you depressed. I get that way more often than I care to admit. I feel lucky to have some really positive things in my life, but at the same time... I feel a bit lost on the inside. I would say I hide it well, but the fact that I have the total Emo look tells another story. LOL!  Still, no one quite understands the real me, and that's probably because I'm still trying to figure it out myself.
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8/7/2008 10:20:26 PM
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.Black..Stars..Kill.
Posts 620
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Does anyone ever fully understand someone else. Is it possible to peer inside someone else and truly know what they are thinking.
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Life is a Party. Dance. Bleed. Love it.
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8/11/2008 7:29:23 AM
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pimpernickel
Posts 9
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I see your point, Black_Stars_Kill. I've long given up on hoping that someone will ever understand me. No one ever will. You know, after years of struggle, I finally learned that giving up makes it a lot easier. It's still not easy, but it's better that way.
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7/21/2011 12:12:24 AM
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lostandconfused
Posts 24
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I wish someone could understand me... every time i talk to someone its like they see my mouth moving but no words are coming out. grrrr nobody really cares
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lost without direction. waiting for my light to lead the way. but what happens when his light gets lost and neither of us can find the way?
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7/21/2011 2:51:11 PM
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Let_Love_Bleed_Red
Posts 1377
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no one undrstands me thy see fakes smiles, laughs, happiness and thy thnk oh shes happy. IM NOT u stupid fuckers. i wish u'd actually look at me. bc thy see tht and im rlly feeling, hoping, wishig, wanting, waiting to die. the only thing i want is to be in my bf arms but i dnt get to see him tht much bc he moved and goes to a dif. school all my "friends" bailed on me i hve no one my mom thinks im crazy and tht im jus looking for attention and im pulling a poor me act(bc according to her i always do tht) and i dnt hve MY dad i nvr had him jus my step-dad yeah i hve him but he's not MY dad and he pretty much shuns me. i get judgeed pretty much everyday by him im always doing smethng wrong to him he always looks at the bad so thts wht i am to him. i jus wnt to die funny thing is until i turned 14 i was an sporty prepy bitch ass cheerleader. hahahahaha now im anything but tht. life BLOWS BIG HAIRY BALLS right now. and ppl think eveyone loves me thy DONT thy love my fake act not me.
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{•Guy 1: who is God?
Guy 2: well you know when you close your eyes and wish real hard for something.....God is the
one who ignores you...•}
~~THE CUTTER'S LULLABYE~~
hushabye baby you're almost dead. you dont have a pulse and your pillows red. your family hates you. your "friends" let you bleed. sleep tight with a knife. cause its all you need. rockabye baby.broken and scarred you didnt know life would be this hard. to end the pain you hid so well and down you'll come baby straight back to hell.
[*make me competely numb and dumb*}
{*When are you gonna realize you're now and forever mine....i will not compromise...]
[×**We are the people you hate...we are the bastards you created...×]
[We crank it up down here we get loud down here we throwin down, down here in the dirty dirty south we all came to kick it in the sticks]
[*G.R.I.T.S. A Girl Raised In The South*]
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8/9/2011 12:45:33 AM
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I.See.Dead.People
Posts 3
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im considered a loner at my school but what they dont understand is i dont want to be near any preppy bitches or dumb ass cheerleader types i just want them to leave me alone , none of them understand me but not even the people who are some how close to me truely understand me you cant i dont understand anyone else just myself which is fine with me but i just wish people didnt see me as a "cutter" or a "freak" but even people who are quiet and dress "normal" get this kind of treatment it drives me INSANE!
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Call me stupid, call me a loser, call me a cutter, call me a bruiser, call me werid, call me wacky, say i look too dark or tacky, say my makeup is hideous , say my hair is too teased, i don't really care as long as your pleased, tell me im to pale, tell me i fail , say im looking for attention, say that i dont like affection,say i am a liar and well, thats okay, because i know i'll see you in hell.
Im a girl sorry the names confusing.....
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8/9/2011 5:17:28 AM
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Let_Love_Bleed_Red
Posts 1377
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AAAAAAAMEEEEEN is all i got to say to tht. i knw wht tht feels like. this yr i, finally, learned to say fuck all those ppl and go on=/ its stll hrd smetmes tho
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{•Guy 1: who is God?
Guy 2: well you know when you close your eyes and wish real hard for something.....God is the
one who ignores you...•}
~~THE CUTTER'S LULLABYE~~
hushabye baby you're almost dead. you dont have a pulse and your pillows red. your family hates you. your "friends" let you bleed. sleep tight with a knife. cause its all you need. rockabye baby.broken and scarred you didnt know life would be this hard. to end the pain you hid so well and down you'll come baby straight back to hell.
[*make me competely numb and dumb*}
{*When are you gonna realize you're now and forever mine....i will not compromise...]
[×**We are the people you hate...we are the bastards you created...×]
[We crank it up down here we get loud down here we throwin down, down here in the dirty dirty south we all came to kick it in the sticks]
[*G.R.I.T.S. A Girl Raised In The South*]
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8/9/2011 5:54:49 AM
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blackrose
Posts 81
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I haven't been exactly emo in school yet but I usually dress close to emo but now it's up-Ed (if thts a word) to the next level I'm not dying my hair black tho I think I just might add a few splashes of color; back to the point...I go to a school full of stuck up bitches but all of em know not to fuck with me idk how my friends will react I guess this year il find out who my true friends really are. And to tell the truth I think they all just wanna be like us but they've been preppy bitches for so long that it's hard to break that habit aha
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nobody dies a virgin; life fucks us all
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8/9/2011 6:25:57 AM
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Let_Love_Bleed_Red
Posts 1377
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well i wish you luck. i found out who my true friends were when i finally became emo. and this year i found who i could reeeally call my friends and it wasnt tht many=/ and if thts the way you want to exspress yourself you go on fuck anyone elses opinion nothing matters but if u like it. and thts how my school is also i hate it. and i hope your friends are more acceptive than mine were=/ you make a good point there.
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{•Guy 1: who is God?
Guy 2: well you know when you close your eyes and wish real hard for something.....God is the
one who ignores you...•}
~~THE CUTTER'S LULLABYE~~
hushabye baby you're almost dead. you dont have a pulse and your pillows red. your family hates you. your "friends" let you bleed. sleep tight with a knife. cause its all you need. rockabye baby.broken and scarred you didnt know life would be this hard. to end the pain you hid so well and down you'll come baby straight back to hell.
[*make me competely numb and dumb*}
{*When are you gonna realize you're now and forever mine....i will not compromise...]
[×**We are the people you hate...we are the bastards you created...×]
[We crank it up down here we get loud down here we throwin down, down here in the dirty dirty south we all came to kick it in the sticks]
[*G.R.I.T.S. A Girl Raised In The South*]
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